| I have gret wonder, be this lyght, |
| How that I lyve, for day ne nyght |
| I may nat slepe wel nygh noght; |
| I have so many an ydel thoght |
| 5 | Purely for defaute of slep |
| That, by my trouthe, I take no kep |
| Of nothing, how hyt cometh or gooth, |
| Ne me nys nothyng leef nor looth. |
| Al is ylyche good to me -- |
| 10 | Joye or sorowe, wherso hyt be -- |
| For I have felynge in nothyng, |
| But as yt were a mased thyng, |
| Alway in poynt to falle a-doun; |
| For sorwful ymagynacioun |
| 15 | Ys alway hooly in my mynde. |
| And wel ye woot, agaynes kynde |
| Hyt were to lyven in thys wyse, |
| For nature wolde nat suffyse |
| To noon erthly creature |
| 20 | Nat longe tyme to endure |
| Withoute slep and be in sorwe. |
| And I ne may, ne nyght ne morwe, |
| Slepe; and [thus] melancolye |
| And drede I have for to dye. |
| 25 | Defaute of slep and hevynesse |
| Hath sleyn my spirit of quyknesse |
| That I have lost al lustyhede. |
| Suche fantasies ben in myn hede |
| So I not what is best to doo. |
| 30 | But men myght axe me why soo |
| I may not slepe and what me is. |
| But natheles, who aske this |
| Leseth his asking trewely. |
| Myselven can not telle why |
| 35 | The sothe; but trewly, as I gesse, |
| I holde hit be a sicknesse |
| That I have suffred this eight yeer; |
| And yet my boote is never the ner, |
| For there is phisicien but oon |
| 40 | That may me hele; but that is don. |
| Passe we over untill eft; |
| That wil not be mot nede be left; |
| Our first mater is good to kepe. |
| So whan I saw I might not slepe |
| 45 | Til now late this other night, |
| Upon my bed I sat upright |
| And bad oon reche me a book, |
| A romaunce, and he it me tok |
| To rede and drive the night away; |
| 50 | For me thoughte it better play |
| Then playe either at ches or tables. |
| And in this bok were written fables |
| That clerkes had in olde tyme, |
| And other poetes, put in rime |
| 55 | To rede and for to be in minde, |
| While men loved the lawe of kinde. |
| This bok ne spak but of such thinges, |
| Of quenes lives, and of kinges, |
| And many other thinges smale. |
| 60 | Amonge al this I fond a tale |
| That me thoughte a wonder thing. |
| This was the tale: There was a king |
| That highte Seys, and had a wif, |
| The beste that mighte bere lyf, |
| 65 | And this quene highte Alcyone. |
| So it befil thereafter soone |
| This king wol wenden over see. |
| To tellen shortly, whan that he |
| Was in the see thus in this wise, |
| 70 | Such a tempest gan to rise |
| That brak her mast and made it falle, |
| And clefte her ship, and dreinte hem alle, |
| That never was founde, as it telles, |
| Bord ne man, ne nothing elles. |
| 75 | Right thus this king Seys loste his lif. |
| Now for to speke of Alcyone, his wif: |
| This lady, that was left at hom, |
| Hath wonder that the king ne com |
| Hom, for it was a longe terme. |
| 80 | Anon her herte began to [erme]; |
| And for that her thoughte evermo |
| It was not wele [he dwelte] so, |
| She longed so after the king |
| That certes it were a pitous thing |
| 85 | To telle her hertely sorowful lif |
| That she had, this noble wif, |
| For him, alas, she loved alderbest. |
| Anon she sent bothe eest and west |
| To seke him, but they founde nought. |
| 90 | "Alas!" quod she, "that I was wrought! |
| And wher my lord, my love, be deed? |
| Certes, I nil never ete breed, |
| I make avow to my god here, |
| But I mowe of my lord here!" |
| 95 | Such sorowe this lady to her tok |
| That trewly I, that made this book, |
| Had such pittee and such rowthe |
| To rede hir sorwe that, by my trowthe, |
| I ferde the worse al the morwe |
| 100 | Aftir to thenken on hir sorwe. |
| So whan this lady koude here noo word |
| That no man myghte fynde hir lord, |
| Ful ofte she swouned, and sayed "Alas!" |
| For sorwe ful nygh wood she was, |
| 105 | Ne she koude no reed but oon; |
| But doun on knees she sat anoon |
| And wepte that pittee was to here. |
| "A, mercy, swete lady dere!" |
| Quod she to Juno, hir goddesse, |
| 110 | "Helpe me out of thys distresse, |
| And yeve me grace my lord to se |
| Soone or wite wher-so he be, |
| Or how he fareth, or in what wise, |
| And I shal make yow sacrifise, |
| 115 | And hooly youres become I shal |
| With good wille, body, herte, and al; |
| And but thow wolt this, lady swete, |
| Send me grace to slepe and mete |
| In my slep som certeyn sweven |
| 120 | Wherthourgh that I may knowen even |
| Whether my lord be quyk or ded." |
| With that word she heng doun the hed |
| And fel a-swowne as cold as ston. |
| Hyr women kaught hir up anoon |
| 125 | And broghten hir in bed al naked, |
| And she, forweped and forwaked, |
| Was wery; and thus the dede slep |
| Fil on hir or she tooke kep, |
| Throgh Juno, that had herd hir bone, |
| 130 | That made hir to slepe sone. |
| For as she prayede, ryght so was don |
| In dede; for Juno ryght anon |
| Called thus hir messager |
| To doo hir erande, and he com ner. |
| 135 | Whan he was come, she bad hym thus: |
| "Go bet," quod Juno, "to Morpheus -- |
| Thou knowest hym wel, the god of slep. |
| Now understond wel and tak kep! |
| Sey thus on my half: that he |
| 140 | Go faste into the Grete Se, |
| And byd hym that, on alle thyng, |
| He take up Seys body the kyng, |
| That lyeth ful pale and nothyng rody. |
| Bid hym crepe into the body |
| 145 | And doo hit goon to Alcione |
| The quene, ther she lyeth allone, |
| And shewe hir shortly, hit ys no nay, |
| How hit was dreynt thys other day; |
| And do the body speke ryght soo, |
| 150 | Ryght as hyt was woned to doo |
| The whiles that hit was alyve. |
| Goo now faste, and hye the blyve!" |
| This messager tok leve and wente |
| Upon hys wey, and never ne stente |
| 155 | Til he com to the derke valeye |
| That stant betwixe roches tweye |
| Ther never yet grew corn ne gras, |
| Ne tre, ne noght that ought was, |
| Beste, ne man, ne noght elles, |
| 160 | Save ther were a fewe welles |
| Came rennynge fro the clyves adoun, |
| That made a dedly slepynge soun, |
| And ronnen doun ryght by a cave |
| That was under a rokke ygrave |
| 165 | Amydde the valey, wonder depe. |
| There these goddes lay and slepe, |
| Morpheus and Eclympasteyr, |
| That was the god of slepes heyr, |
| That slep and dide noon other werk. |
| 170 | This cave was also as derk |
| As helle-pit overal aboute. |
| They had good leyser for to route, |
| To envye who myghte slepe best. |
| Somme henge her chyn upon hir brest |
| 175 | And slept upryght, hir hed yhed, |
| And somme lay naked in her bed |
| And slepe whiles the dayes laste. |
| This messager com fleynge faste |
| And cried, "O, how! Awake anoon!" |
| 180 | Hit was for noght; there herde hym non. |
| "Awake!" quod he, "whoo ys lyth there?" |
| And blew his horn ryght in here eere, |
| And cried "Awaketh!" wonder hye. |
| This god of slep with hys oon ye |
| 185 | Cast up, and axed, "Who clepeth ther?" |
| "Hyt am I," quod this messager. |
| "Juno bad thow shuldest goon" -- |
| And tolde hym what he shulde doon |
| (As I have told yow here-to-fore; |
| 190 | Hyt ys no nede reherse hyt more) |
| And went hys wey whan he had sayd. |
| Anoon this god of slep abrayd |
| Out of hys slep, and gan to goon, |
| And dyde as he had bede hym doon: |
| 195 | Took up the dreynte body sone |
| And bar hyt forth to Alcione, |
| Hys wif the quene, ther as she lay |
| Ryght even a quarter before day, |
| And stood ryght at hyr beddes fet, |
| 200 | And called hir ryght as she het |
| By name, and sayde, "My swete wyf, |
| Awake! Let be your sorwful lyf, |
| For in your sorwe there lyth no red; |
| For, certes, swete, I am but ded. |
| 205 | Ye shul me never on lyve yse. |
| But, goode swete herte, that ye |
| Bury my body, for such a tyde |
| Ye mowe hyt fynde the see besyde; |
| And farewel, swete, my worldes blysse! |
| 210 | I praye God youre sorwe lysse. |
| To lytel while oure blysse lasteth!" |
| With that hir eyen up she casteth |
| And saw noght. "Allas!" quod she for sorwe, |
| And deyede within the thridde morwe. |
| 215 | But what she sayede more in that swow |
| I may not telle yow as now; |
| Hyt were to longe for to dwelle. |
| My first matere I wil yow telle, |
| Wherfore I have told this thyng |
| 220 | Of Alcione and Seys the kyng, |
| For thus moche dar I saye wel: |
| I had be dolven everydel |
| And ded, ryght thurgh defaute of slep, |
| Yif I ne had red and take kep |
| 225 | Of this tale next before. |
| And I wol telle yow wherfore: |
| For I ne myghte, for bote ne bale, |
| Slepe or I had red thys tale |
| Of this dreynte Seys the kyng |
| 230 | And of the goddes of slepyng. |
| Whan I had red thys tale wel |
| And overloked hyt everydel, |
| Me thoghte wonder yf hit were so, |
| For I had never herd speke or tho |
| 235 | Of noo goddes that koude make |
| Men to slepe, ne for to wake, |
| For I ne knew never god but oon. |
| And in my game I sayde anoon |
| (And yet me lyst ryght evel to pleye) |
| 240 | Rather then that y shulde deye |
| Thorgh defaute of slepynge thus, |
| I wolde yive thilke Morpheus, |
| Or hys goddesse, dame Juno, |
| Or som wight elles, I ne roghte who -- |
| 245 | "To make me slepe and have som reste |
| I wil yive hym the alderbeste |
| Yifte that ever he abod hys lyve. |
| And here on warde, ryght now as blyve, |
| Yif he wol make me slepe a lyte, |
| 250 | Of down of pure dowves white |
| I wil yive hym a fether-bed, |
| Rayed with gold and ryght wel cled |
| In fyn blak satyn doutremer, |
| And many a pilowe, and every ber |
| 255 | Of cloth of Reynes, to slepe softe -- |
| Hym thar not nede to turnen ofte -- |
| And I wol yive hym al that falles |
| To a chambre, and al hys halles |
| I wol do peynte with pure gold |
| 260 | And tapite hem ful many fold |
| Of oo sute; this shal he have |
| (Yf I wiste where were hys cave), |
| Yf he kan make me slepe sone, |
| As did the goddesse quene Alcione. |
| 265 | And thus this ylke god, Morpheus, |
| May wynne of me moo fees thus |
| Than ever he wan; and to Juno, |
| That ys hys goddesse, I shal soo do, |
| I trow, that she shal holde hir payd." |
| 270 | I hadde unneth that word ysayd |
| Ryght thus as I have told hyt yow, |
| That sodeynly, I nyste how, |
| Such a lust anoon me took |
| To slepe that ryght upon my book |
| 275 | Y fil aslepe, and therwith even |
| Me mette so ynly swete a sweven, |
| So wonderful that never yit |
| Y trowe no man had the wyt |
| To konne wel my sweven rede; |
| 280 | No, not Joseph, withoute drede, |
| Of Egipte, he that redde so |
| The kynges metynge Pharao, |
| No more than koude the lest of us; |
| Ne nat skarsly Macrobeus |
| 285 | (He that wrot al th' avysyoun |
| That he mette, kyng Scipioun, |
| The noble man, the Affrikan -- |
| Suche marvayles fortuned than), |
| I trowe, arede my dremes even. |
| 290 | Loo, thus hyt was; thys was my sweven. |
| Me thoghte thus: that hyt was May, |
| And in the dawenynge I lay |
| (Me mette thus) in my bed al naked |
| And loked forth, for I was waked |
| 295 | With smale foules a gret hep |
| That had affrayed me out of my slep |
| Thorgh noyse and swetnesse of her song. |
| And, as me mette, they sate among |
| Upon my chambre roof wythoute, |
| 300 | Upon the tyles, overal aboute, |
| And songe, everych in hys wyse, |
| The moste solempne servise |
| By noote that ever man, y trowe, |
| Had herd, for som of hem song lowe, |
| 305 | Som high, and al of oon acord. |
| To telle shortly, att oo word, |
| Was never herd so swete a steven |
| But hyt had be a thyng of heven -- |
| So mery a soun, so swete entewnes, |
| 310 | That certes, for the toun of Tewnes |
| I nolde but I had herd hem synge; |
| For al my chambre gan to rynge |
| Thurgh syngynge of her armonye; |
| For instrument nor melodye |
| 315 | Was nowhere herd yet half so swete, |
| Nor of acord half so mete; |
| For ther was noon of hem that feyned |
| To synge, for ech of hem hym peyned |
| To fynde out mery crafty notes. |
| 320 | They ne spared not her throtes. |
| And sooth to seyn, my chambre was |
| Ful wel depeynted, and with glas |
| Were al the wyndowes wel yglased |
| Ful clere, and nat an hoole ycrased, |
| 325 | That to beholde hyt was gret joye. |
| For hooly al the story of Troye |
| Was in the glasynge ywroght thus, |
| Of Ector and of kyng Priamus, |
| Of Achilles and of kyng Lamedon, |
| 330 | And eke of Medea and of Jason, |
| Of Paris, Eleyne, and of Lavyne. |
| And alle the walles with colours fyne |
| Were peynted, bothe text and glose, |
| [Of] al the Romaunce of the Rose. |
| 335 | My wyndowes were shette echon, |
| And throgh the glas the sonne shon |
| Upon my bed with bryghte bemes, |
| With many glade gilde stremes; |
| And eke the welken was so fair -- |
| 340 | Blew, bryght, clere was the ayr, |
| And ful attempre for sothe hyt was; |
| For nother to cold nor hoot yt nas, |
| Ne in al the welken was a clowde. |
| And as I lay thus, wonder lowde |
| 345 | Me thoght I herde an hunte blowe |
| T' assay hys horn and for to knowe |
| Whether hyt were clere or hors of soun. |
| And I herde goynge bothe up and doun |
| Men, hors, houndes, and other thyng; |
| 350 | And al men speken of huntyng, |
| How they wolde slee the hert with strengthe, |
| And how the hert had upon lengthe |
| So moche embosed -- y not now what. |
| Anoon ryght whan I herde that, |
| 355 | How that they wolde on-huntynge goon, |
| I was ryght glad, and up anoon |
| Took my hors, and forth I wente |
| Out of my chambre; I never stente |
| Til I com to the feld withoute. |
| 360 | Ther overtok y a gret route |
| Of huntes and eke of foresteres, |
| With many relayes and lymeres, |
| And hyed hem to the forest faste |
| And I with hem. So at the laste |
| 365 | I asked oon, ladde a lymere: |
| "Say, felowe, who shal hunte here?" |
| Quod I, and he answered ageyn, |
| "Syr, th' emperour Octovyen," |
| Quod he, "and ys here faste by." |
| 370 | "A Goddes half, in good tyme!" quod I, |
| "Go we faste!" and gan to ryde. |
| Whan we came to the forest syde, |
| Every man dide ryght anoon |
| As to huntynge fil to doon. |
| 375 | The mayster-hunte anoon, fot-hot, |
| With a gret horn blew thre mot |
| At the uncouplynge of hys houndes. |
| Withynne a while the hert yfounde ys, |
| Yhalowed, and rechased faste |
| 380 | Longe tyme; and so at the laste |
| This hert rused and staal away |
| Fro alle the houndes a privy way. |
| The houndes had overshote hym alle |
| And were on a defaute yfalle. |
| 385 | Therwyth the hunte wonder faste |
| Blew a forloyn at the laste. |
| I was go walked fro my tree, |
| And as I wente, ther cam by mee |
| A whelp, that fauned me as I stood, |
| 390 | That hadde yfolowed and koude no good. |
| Hyt com and crepte to me as lowe |
| Ryght as hyt hadde me yknowe, |
| Helde doun hys hed and joyned hys eres, |
| And leyde al smothe doun hys heres. |
| 395 | I wolde have kaught hyt, and anoon |
| Hyt fledde and was fro me goon; |
| And I hym folwed, and hyt forth wente |
| Doun by a floury grene wente |
| Ful thikke of gras, ful softe and swete. |
| 400 | With floures fele, faire under fete, |
| And litel used; hyt semed thus, |
| For both Flora and Zephirus, |
| They two that make floures growe, |
| Had mad her dwellynge ther, I trowe; |
| 405 | For hit was, on to beholde, |
| As thogh the erthe envye wolde |
| To be gayer than the heven, |
| To have moo floures, swiche seven, |
| As in the welken sterres bee. |
| 410 | Hyt had forgete the povertee |
| That wynter, thorgh hys colde morwes, |
| Had mad hyt suffre, and his sorwes; |
| All was forgeten, and that was sene, |
| For al the woode was waxen grene; |
| 415 | Swetnesse of dew had mad hyt waxe. |
| Hyt ys no nede eke for to axe |
| Wher there were many grene greves, |
| Or thikke of trees, so ful of leves; |
| And every tree stood by hymselve |
| 420 | Fro other wel ten foot or twelve -- |
| So grete trees, so huge of strengthe, |
| Of fourty or fifty fadme lengthe, |
| Clene withoute bowgh or stikke, |
| With croppes brode, and eke as thikke -- |
| 425 | They were nat an ynche asonder -- |
| That hit was shadewe overal under. |
| And many an hert and many an hynde |
| Was both before me and behynde. |
| Of founes, sowres, bukkes, does |
| 430 | Was ful the woode, and many roes, |
| And many sqwirelles that sete |
| Ful high upon the trees and ete, |
| And in hir maner made festes. |
| Shortly, hyt was so ful of bestes |
| 435 | That thogh Argus, the noble countour, |
| Sete to rekene in hys countour, |
| And rekene with his figures ten -- |
| For by tho figures mowe al ken, |
| Yf they be crafty, rekene and noumbre, |
| 440 | And telle of every thing the noumbre -- |
| Yet shoulde he fayle to rekene even |
| The wondres me mette in my sweven. |
| But forth they romed ryght wonder faste |
| Doun the woode; so at the laste |
| 445 | I was war of a man in blak, |
| That sat and had yturned his bak |
| To an ook, an huge tree. |
| "Lord," thoght I, "who may that be? |
| What ayleth hym to sitten her?" |
| 450 | Anoon-ryght I wente ner; |
| Than found I sitte even upryght |
| A wonder wel-farynge knyght -- |
| By the maner me thoghte so -- |
| Of good mochel, and ryght yong therto, |
| 455 | Of the age of foure and twenty yer, |
| Upon hys berd but lytel her, |
| And he was clothed al in blak. |
| I stalked even unto hys bak, |
| And there I stood as stille as ought, |
| 460 | That, soth to saye, he saw me nought; |
| For-why he heng hys hed adoun, |
| And with a dedly sorwful soun |
| He made of rym ten vers or twelve |
| Of a compleynte to hymselve -- |
| 465 | The moste pitee, the moste rowthe, |
| That ever I herde; for, by my trowthe, |
| Hit was gret wonder that Nature |
| Myght suffre any creature |
| To have such sorwe and be not ded. |
| 470 | Ful pitous pale and nothyng red, |
| He sayd a lay, a maner song, |
| Withoute noote, withoute song; |
| And was thys, for ful wel I kan |
| Reherse hyt; ryght thus hyt began: |
| 475 | "I have of sorwe so gret won |
| That joye gete I never non, |
| Now that I see my lady bryght, |
| Which I have loved with al my myght, |
| Is fro me ded and ys agoon. |
| "Allas, deth, what ayleth the, |
| That thou noldest have taken me, |
| Whan thou toke my lady swete, |
| That was so fair, so fresh, so fre, |
| 485 | So good that men may wel se |
| Of al goodnesse she had no mete!" |
| Whan he had mad thus his complaynte, |
| Hys sorwful hert gan faste faynte |
| And his spirites wexen dede; |
| 490 | The blood was fled for pure drede |
| Doun to hys herte, to make hym warm -- |
| For wel hyt feled the herte had harm -- |
| To wite eke why hyt was adrad |
| By kynde, and for to make hyt glad, |
| 495 | For hit ys membre principal |
| Of the body; and that made al |
| Hys hewe chaunge and wexe grene |
| And pale, for ther noo blood ys sene |
| In no maner lym of hys. |
| 500 | Anoon therwith whan y sawgh this -- |
| He ferde thus evel there he set -- |
| I went and stood ryght at his fet, |
| And grette hym; but he spak noght, |
| But argued with his owne thoght, |
| 505 | And in hys wyt disputed faste |
| Why and how hys lyf myght laste; |
| Hym thoughte hys sorwes were so smerte |
| And lay so colde upon hys herte. |
| So, throgh hys sorwe and hevy thoght, |
| 510 | Made hym that he herde me noght; |
| For he had wel nygh lost hys mynde, |
| Thogh Pan, that men clepeth god of kynde, |
| Were for hys sorwes never so wroth. |
| But at the last, to sayn ryght soth, |
| 515 | He was war of me, how y stood |
| Before hym and did of myn hood, |
| And had ygret hym as I best koude, |
| Debonayrly, and nothyng lowde. |
| He sayde, "I prey the, be not wroth. |
| 520 | I herde the not, to seyn the soth, |
| Ne I sawgh the not, syr, trewely." |
| "A, goode sir, no fors," quod y, |
| "I am ryght sory yif I have ought |
| Destroubled yow out of your thought. |
| 525 | Foryive me, yif I have mystake." |
| "Yis, th' amendes is lyght to make," |
| Quod he, "for ther lyeth noon therto; |
| There ys nothyng myssayd nor do." |
| Loo, how goodly spak thys knyght, |
| 530 | As hit had be another wyght; |
| He made hyt nouther towgh ne queynte. |
| And I saw that, and gan me aqueynte |
| With hym, and fond hym so tretable, |
| Ryght wonder skylful and resonable, |
| 535 | As me thoghte, for al hys bale. |
| Anoon ryght I gan fynde a tale |
| To hym, to loke wher I myght ought |
| Have more knowynge of hys thought. |
| "Sir," quod I, "this game is doon. |
| 540 | I holde that this hert be goon; |
| These huntes konne hym nowher see." |
| "Y do no fors therof," quod he; |
| "My thought ys theron never a del." |
| "By oure Lord," quod I, "y trow yow wel; |
| 545 | Ryght so me thinketh by youre chere. |
| But, sir, oo thyng wol ye here? |
| Me thynketh in gret sorowe I yow see; |
| But certes, sire, yif that yee |
| Wolde ought discure me youre woo, |
| 550 | I wolde, as wys God helpe me soo, |
| Amende hyt, yif I kan or may. |
| Ye mowe preve hyt be assay; |
| For, by my trouthe, to make yow hool |
| I wol do al my power hool. |
| 555 | And telleth me of your sorwes smerte; |
| Paraunter hyt may ese youre herte, |
| That semeth ful sek under your syde." |
| With that he loked on me asyde, |
| As who sayth, "Nay, that wol not be." |
| 560 | "Graunt mercy, goode frend," quod he, |
| "I thanke the that thow woldest soo, |
| But hyt may never the rather be doo. |
| No man may my sorwe glade, |
| That maketh my hewe to falle and fade, |
| 565 | And hath myn understondynge lorn |
| That me ys wo that I was born! |
| May noght make my sorwes slyde, |
| Nought al the remedyes of Ovyde, |
| Ne Orpheus, god of melodye, |
| 570 | Ne Dedalus with his playes slye; |
| Ne hele me may no phisicien, |
| Noght Ypocras ne Galyen; |
| Me ys wo that I lyve houres twelve. |
| But whooso wol assay hymselve |
| 575 | Whether his hert kan have pitee |
| Of any sorwe, lat hym see me. |
| Y wrecche, that deth hath mad al naked |
| Of al the blysse that ever was maked, |
| Yworthe worste of alle wyghtes, |
| 580 | That hate my dayes and my nyghtes! |
| My lyf, my lustes, be me loothe, |
| For al welfare and I be wroothe. |
| The pure deth ys so ful my foo |
| That I wolde deye, hyt wolde not soo; |
| 585 | For whan I folwe hyt, hit wol flee; |
| I wolde have hym, hyt nyl nat me. |
| This ys my peyne wythoute red, |
| Alway deynge and be not ded, |
| That Cesiphus, that lyeth in helle, |
| 590 | May not of more sorwe telle. |
| And whoso wiste al, by my trouthe, |
| My sorwe, but he hadde rowthe |
| And pitee of my sorwes smerte, |
| That man hath a fendly herte; |
| 595 | For whoso seeth me first on morwe |
| May seyn he hath met with sorwe, |
| For y am sorwe, and sorwe ys y. |
| "Allas! and I wol tel the why: |
| My [song] ys turned to pleynynge, |
| 600 | And al my laughtre to wepynge, |
| My glade thoghtes to hevynesse; |
| In travayle ys myn ydelnesse |
| And eke my reste; my wele is woo, |
| My good ys harm, and evermoo |
| 605 | In wrathe ys turned my pleynge |
| And my delyt into sorwynge. |
| Myn hele ys turned into seknesse, |
| In drede ys al my sykernesse; |
| To derke ys turned al my lyght, |
| 610 | My wyt ys foly, my day ys nyght, |
| My love ys hate, my slep wakynge, |
| My myrthe and meles ys fastynge, |
| My countenaunce ys nycete |
| And al abaved, where so I be; |
| 615 | My pees in pledynge and in werre. |
| Allas, how myghte I fare werre? |
| My boldnesse ys turned to shame, |
| For fals Fortune hath pleyd a game |
| Atte ches with me, allas the while! |
| 620 | The trayteresse fals and ful of gyle, |
| That al behoteth and nothyng halt, |
| She goth upryght and yet she halt, |
| That baggeth foule and loketh faire, |
| The dispitouse debonaire |
| 625 | That skorneth many a creature! |
| An ydole of fals portrayture |
| Ys she, for she wol sone wrien; |
| She is the monstres hed ywrien, |
| As fylthe over-ystrawed with floures. |
| 630 | Hir moste worshippe and hir flour ys |
| To lyen, for that ys hyr nature; |
| Withoute feyth, lawe, or mesure |
| She ys fals, and ever laughynge |
| With oon eye, and that other wepynge. |
| 635 | That ys broght up she set al doun. |
| I lykne hyr to the scorpioun, |
| That ys a fals, flaterynge beste, |
| For with his hed he maketh feste, |
| But al amydde hys flaterynge |
| 640 | With hys tayle he wol stynge |
| And envenyme; and so wol she. |
| She ys th' envyouse charite |
| That ys ay fals and semeth wel; |
| So turneth she hyr false whel |
| 645 | Aboute, for hyt ys nothyng stable -- |
| Now by the fire, now at table; |
| For many oon hath she thus yblent. |
| She ys pley of enchauntement, |
| That semeth oon and ys not soo. |
| 650 | The false thef! What hath she doo, |
| Trowest thou? By oure Lord I wol the seye: |
| "At the ches with me she gan to pleye; |
| With hir false draughtes dyvers |
| She staal on me and tok my fers. |
| 655 | And whan I sawgh my fers awaye, |
| Allas, I kouthe no lenger playe, |
| But seyde, `Farewel, swete, ywys, |
| And farewel al that ever ther ys!' |
| "Therwith Fortune seyde `Chek her! |
| 660 | And mat in the myd poynt of the chekker, |
| With a poun errant!' Allas, |
| Ful craftier to pley she was |
| Than Athalus, that made the game |
| First of the ches, so was hys name. |
| 665 | But God wolde I had oones or twyes |
| Ykoud and knowe the jeupardyes |
| That kowde the Grek Pictagores! |
| I shulde have pleyd the bet at ches |
| And kept my fers the bet therby. |
| 670 | And thogh wherto? For trewely |
| I holde that wyssh nat worth a stree! |
| Hyt had be never the bet for me, |
| For Fortune kan so many a wyle |
| Ther be but fewe kan hir begile; |
| 675 | And eke she ys the lasse to blame; |
| Myself I wolde have do the same, |
| Before God, hadde I ben as she; |
| She oghte the more excused be. |
| For this I say yet more therto: |
| 680 | Had I be God and myghte have do |
| My wille whan she my fers kaughte, |
| I wolde have drawe the same draughte. |
| For, also wys God yive me reste, |
| I dar wel swere she took the beste. |
| 685 | But through that draughte I have lorn |
| My blysse; allas, that I was born! |
| For evermore, y trowe trewly, |
| For al my wille, my lust holly |
| Ys turned; but yet, what to doone? |
| 690 | Be oure Lord, hyt ys to deye soone. |
| For nothyng I leve hyt noght, |
| But lyve and deye ryght in this thoght; |
| For there nys planete in firmament, |
| Ne in ayr ne in erthe noon element, |
| 695 | That they ne yive me a yifte echone |
| Of wepynge whan I am allone. |
| For whan that I avise me wel |
| And bethenke me every del |
| How that ther lyeth in rekenyng, |
| 700 | In my sorwe, for nothyng, |
| And how ther leveth no gladnesse |
| May glade me of my distresse, |
| And how I have lost suffisance, |
| And therto I have no plesance, |
| 705 | Than may I say I have ryght noght. |
| And whan al this falleth in my thoght, |
| Allas, than am I overcome! |
| For that ys doon ys not to come. |
| I have more sorowe than Tantale." |
| 710 | And whan I herde hym tel thys tale |
| Thus pitously, as I yow telle, |
| Unnethe myght y lenger dwelle, |
| Hyt dyde myn herte so moche woo. |
| "A, goode sir," quod I, "say not soo! |
| 715 | Have som pitee on your nature |
| That formed yow to creature. |
| Remembre yow of Socrates, |
| For he ne counted nat thre strees |
| Of noght that Fortune koude doo." |
| 720 | "No," quod he, "I kan not soo." |
| "Why so, good syr? Yis parde!" quod y; |
| "Ne say noght soo, for trewely, |
| Thogh ye had lost the ferses twelve, |
| And ye for sorwe mordred yourselve, |
| 725 | Ye sholde be dampned in this cas |
| By as good ryght as Medea was, |
| That slough hir children for Jasoun; |
| And Phyllis also for Demophoun |
| Heng hirself -- so weylaway! -- |
| 730 | For he had broke his terme-day |
| To come to hir. Another rage |
| Had Dydo, the quene eke of Cartage, |
| That slough hirself for Eneas |
| Was fals -- which a fool she was! |
| 735 | And Ecquo died for Narcisus |
| Nolde nat love hir, and ryght thus |
| Hath many another foly doon; |
| And for Dalida died Sampson, |
| That slough hymself with a piler. |
| 740 | But ther is no man alyve her |
| Wolde for a fers make this woo!" |
| "Why so?" quod he, "hyt ys nat soo. |
| Thou wost ful lytel what thou menest; |
| I have lost more than thow wenest." |
| 745 | "Loo, [sey] how that may be?" quod y; |
| "Good sir, telle me al hooly |
| In what wyse, how, why, and wherfore |
| That ye have thus youre blysse lore." |
| "Blythely," quod he; "com sytte adoun! |
| 750 | I telle the upon a condicioun |
| That thou shalt hooly, with al thy wyt, |
| Doo thyn entent to herkene hit." |
| "Yis, syr." "Swere thy trouthe therto." |
| "Gladly." "Do thanne holde hereto!" |
| 755 | "I shal ryght blythely, so God me save, |
| Hooly, with al the wit I have, |
| Here yow as wel as I kan." |
| "A Goddes half!" quod he, and began: |
| "Syr," quod he, "sith first I kouthe |
| 760 | Have any maner wyt fro youthe, |
| Or kyndely understondyng |
| To comprehende in any thyng |
| What love was, in myn owne wyt, |
| Dredeles, I have ever yit |
| 765 | Be tributarye and yive rente |
| To Love, hooly with good entente, |
| And throgh plesaunce become his thral |
| With good wille, body, hert, and al. |
| Al this I putte in his servage, |
| 770 | As to my lord, and dide homage; |
| And ful devoutly I prayed hym to |
| He shulde besette myn herte so |
| That hyt plesance to hym were |
| And worship to my lady dere. |
| 775 | "And this was longe, and many a yer |
| Or that myn herte was set owher, |
| That I dide thus, and nyste why; |
| I trowe hit cam me kyndely. |
| Paraunter I was therto most able, |
| 780 | As a whit wal or a table, |
| For hit ys redy to cacche and take |
| Al that men wil theryn make, |
| Whethir so men wil portreye or peynte, |
| Be the werkes never so queynte. |
| 785 | "And thilke tyme I ferde ryght so, |
| I was able to have lerned tho, |
| And to have kend as wel or better, |
| Paraunter, other art or letre; |
| But for love cam first in my thoght, |
| 790 | Therfore I forgat hyt noght. |
| I ches love to my firste craft; |
| Therfore hit ys with me laft, |
| For-why I tok hyt of so yong age |
| That malyce hadde my corage |
| 795 | Nat that tyme turned to nothyng |
| Thorgh to mochel knowlechyng. |
| For that tyme Yowthe, my maistresse, |
| Governed me in ydelnesse; |
| For hyt was in my firste youthe, |
| 800 | And thoo ful lytel good y couthe, |
| For al my werkes were flyttynge |
| That tyme, and al my thoght varyinge. |
| Al were to me ylyche good |
| That I knew thoo; but thus hit stood: |
| 805 | "Hit happed that I cam on a day |
| Into a place ther that I say |
| Trewly the fayrest companye |
| Of ladyes that evere man with ye |
| Had seen togedres in oo place. |
| 810 | Shal I clepe hyt hap other grace |
| That broght me there? Nay, but Fortune, |
| That ys to lyen ful comune, |
| The false trayteresse pervers! |
| God wolde I koude clepe hir wers, |
| 815 | For now she worcheth me ful woo, |
| And I wol telle sone why soo. |
| "Among these ladyes thus echon, |
| Soth to seyen, y sawgh oon |
| That was lyk noon of the route; |
| 820 | For I dar swere, withoute doute, |
| That as the someres sonne bryght |
| Ys fairer, clerer, and hath more lyght |
| Than any other planete in heven, |
| The moone or the sterres seven, |
| 825 | For al the world so hadde she |
| Surmounted hem alle of beaute, |
| Of maner, and of comlynesse, |
| Of stature, and of wel set gladnesse, |
| Of goodlyhede so wel beseye -- |
| 830 | Shortly, what shal y more seye? |
| By God and by his halwes twelve, |
| Hyt was my swete, ryght as hirselve. |
| She had so stedfast countenaunce, |
| So noble port and meyntenaunce, |
| 835 | And Love, that had wel herd my boone, |
| Had espyed me thus soone, |
| That she ful sone in my thoght, |
| As helpe me God, so was ykaught |
| So sodenly that I ne tok |
| 840 | No maner counseyl but at hir lok |
| And at myn herte; for-why hir eyen |
| So gladly, I trow, myn herte seyen |
| That purely tho myn owne thoght |
| Seyde hit were beter serve hir for noght |
| 845 | Than with another to be wel. |
| And hyt was soth, for everydel |
| I wil anoon ryght telle thee why. |
| "I sawgh hyr daunce so comlily, |
| Carole and synge so swetely, |
| 850 | Laughe and pleye so womanly, |
| And loke so debonairly, |
| So goodly speke and so frendly, |
| That certes y trowe that evermor |
| Nas seyn so blysful a tresor. |
| 855 | For every heer on hir hed, |
| Soth to seyne, hyt was not red, |
| Ne nouther yelowe ne broun hyt nas; |
| Me thoghte most lyk gold hyt was. |
| "And whiche eyen my lady hadde! |
| 860 | Debonaire, goode, glade, and sadde, |
| Symple, of good mochel, noght to wyde. |
| Therto hir look nas not asyde |
| Ne overthwert, but beset so wel |
| Hyt drew and took up everydel |
| 865 | Al that on hir gan beholde. |
| Hir eyen semed anoon she wolde |
| Have mercy -- fooles wenden soo -- |
| But hyt was never the rather doo. |
| Hyt nas no countrefeted thyng; |
| 870 | Hyt was hir owne pure lokyng |
| That the goddesse, dame Nature, |
| Had mad hem opene by mesure |
| And close; for were she never so glad, |
| Hyr lokynge was not foly sprad, |
| 875 | Ne wildely, thogh that she pleyde; |
| But ever, me thoght, hir eyen seyde, |
| `Be God, my wrathe ys al foryive!' |
| "Therwith hir lyste so wel to lyve, |
| That dulnesse was of hir adrad. |
| 880 | She nas to sobre ne to glad; |
| In alle thynges more mesure |
| Had never, I trowe, creature. |
| But many oon with hire lok she herte, |
| And that sat hyr ful lyte at herte, |
| 885 | For she knew nothyng of her thoght; |
| But whether she knew or knew it nowght |
| Algate she ne roughte of hem a stree! -- |
| To gete her love no ner nas he |
| That woned at hom than he in Ynde; |
| 890 | The formest was alway behynde. |
| But goode folk, over al other, |
| She loved as man may do hys brother; |
| Of which love she was wonder large, |
| In skilful places that bere charge. |
| 895 | "But which a visage had she thertoo! |
| Allas, myn herte ys wonder woo |
| That I ne kan discryven hyt! |
| Me lakketh both Englyssh and wit |
| For to undo hyt at the fulle; |
| 900 | And eke my spirites be so dulle |
| So gret a thyng for to devyse. |
| I have no wit that kan suffise |
| To comprehende hir beaute. |
| But thus moche dar I sayn, that she |
| 905 | Was whit, rody, fressh, and lyvely hewed, |
| And every day hir beaute newed. |
| And negh hir face was alderbest, |
| For certes Nature had swich lest |
| To make that fair that trewly she |
| 910 | Was hir chef patron of beaute, |
| And chef ensample of al hir werk, |
| And moustre; for be hyt never so derk, |
| Me thynketh I se hir ever moo. |
| And yet moreover, thogh alle thoo |
| 915 | That ever livede were now alyve, |
| Ne sholde have founde to discryve |
| Yn al hir face a wikked sygne, |
| For hit was sad, symple, and benygne. |
| "And which a goodly, softe speche |
| 920 | Had that swete, my lyves leche! |
| So frendly, and so wel ygrounded, |
| Up al resoun so wel yfounded, |
| And so tretable to alle goode |
| That I dar swere wel, by the roode, |
| 925 | Of eloquence was never founde |
| So swete a sownynge facounde, |
| Ne trewer tonged, ne skorned lasse, |
| Ne bet koude hele -- that, by the masse |
| I durste swere, thogh the pope hit songe, |
| 930 | That ther was never yet throgh hir tonge |
| Man ne woman gretly harmed; |
| As for her, was al harm hyd -- |
| Ne lasse flaterynge in hir word, |
| That purely hir symple record |
| 935 | Was founde as trewe as any bond |
| Or trouthe of any mannes hond; |
| Ne chyde she koude never a del; |
| That knoweth al the world ful wel. |
| "But swich a fairnesse of a nekke |
| 940 | Had that swete that boon nor brekke |
| Nas ther non sene that myssat. |
| Hyt was whit, smothe, streght, and pure flat, |
| Wythouten hole or canel-boon, |
| As be semynge had she noon. |
| 945 | Hyr throte, as I have now memoyre, |
| Semed a round tour of yvoyre, |
| Of good gretnesse, and noght to gret. |
| "And goode faire White she het; |
| That was my lady name ryght. |
| 950 | She was bothe fair and bryght; |
| She hadde not hir name wrong. |
| Ryght faire shuldres and body long |
| She had, and armes, every lyth |
| Fattyssh, flesshy, not gret therwith; |
| 955 | Ryght white handes, and nayles rede; |
| Rounde brestes; and of good brede |
| Hyr hippes were; a streight flat bak. |
| I knew on hir noon other lak |
| That al hir lymmes nere pure sewynge |
| 960 | In as fer as I had knowynge. |
| "Therto she koude so wel pleye, |
| Whan that hir lyste, that I dar seye |
| That she was lyk to torche bryght |
| That every man may take of lyght |
| 965 | Ynogh, and hyt hath never the lesse. |
| Of maner and of comlynesse |
| Ryght so ferde my lady dere, |
| For every wight of hir manere |
| Myght cacche ynogh, yif that he wolde, |
| 970 | Yif he had eyen hir to beholde; |
| For I dar swere wel, yif that she |
| Had among ten thousand be, |
| She wolde have be, at the leste, |
| A chef myrour of al the feste, |
| 975 | Thogh they had stonden in a rowe, |
| To mennes eyen that koude have knowe; |
| For wher-so men had pleyd or waked, |
| Me thoghte the felawsshyppe as naked |
| Withouten hir that sawgh I oones |
| 980 | As a corowne withoute stones. |
| Trewly she was, to myn ye |
| The soleyn fenix of Arabye, |
| For ther livyth never but oon, |
| Ne swich as she ne knowe I noon. |
| 985 | "To speke of godnesse, trewly she |
| Had as moche debonairte |
| As ever had Hester in the Bible, |
| And more, yif more were possyble. |
| And soth to seyne, therwythal |
| 990 | She had a wyt so general, |
| So hool enclyned to alle goode, |
| That al hir wyt was set, by the rode, |
| Withoute malyce, upon gladnesse; |
| And therto I saugh never yet a lesse |
| 995 | Harmful than she was in doynge. |
| I sey nat that she ne had knowynge |
| What harm was, or elles she |
| Had koud no good, so thinketh me. |
| "And trewly for to speke of trouthe, |
| 1000 | But she had had, hyt hadde be routhe. |
| Therof she had so moche hyr del -- |
| And I dar seyn and swere hyt wel -- |
| That Trouthe hymself over al and al |
| Had chose hys maner principal |
| 1005 | In hir that was his restyng place. |
| Therto she hadde the moste grace |
| To have stedefast perseveraunce |
| And esy, atempre governaunce |
| That ever I knew or wyste yit, |
| 1010 | So pure suffraunt was hir wyt; |
| And reson gladly she understood; |
| Hyt folowed wel she koude good. |
| She used gladly to do wel; |
| These were hir maners everydel. |
| 1015 | "Therwith she loved so wel ryght |
| She wrong do wolde to no wyght. |
| No wyght myghte do hir noo shame, |
| She loved so wel hir owne name. |
| Hyr lust to holde no wyght in honde, |
| 1020 | Ne, be thou siker, she wolde not fonde |
| To holde no wyght in balaunce |
| By half word ne by countenaunce -- |
| But if men wolde upon hir lye -- |
| Ne sende men into Walakye, |
| 1025 | To Pruyse, and into Tartarye, |
| To Alysaundre, ne into Turkye, |
| And byd hym faste anoon that he |
| Goo hoodles into the Drye Se |
| And come hom by the Carrenar, |
| 1030 | And seye, `Sir, be now ryght war |
| That I may of yow here seyn |
| Worshyp or that ye come ageyn!' |
| She ne used no suche knakkes smale. |
| "But wherfore that y telle my tale? |
| 1035 | Ryght on thys same, as I have seyd, |
| Was hooly al my love leyd; |
| For certes she was, that swete wif, |
| My suffisaunce, my lust, my lyf, |
| Myn hap, myn hele, and al my blesse, |
| 1040 | My worldes welfare, and my goddesse, |
| And I hooly hires and everydel." |
| "By oure Lord," quod I, "y trowe yow wel! |
| Hardely, your love was wel beset; |
| I not how ye myghte have do bet." |
| 1045 | "Bet? Ne no wyght so wel," quod he. |
| "Y trowe hyt wel, sir," quod I, "parde!" |
| "Nay, leve hyt wel!" "Sire, so do I; |
| I leve yow wel, that trewely |
| Yow thoghte that she was the beste |
| 1050 | And to beholde the alderfayreste, |
| Whoso had loked hir with your eyen." |
| "With myn? Nay, alle that hir seyen |
| Seyde and sworen hyt was soo. |
| And thogh they ne hadde, I wolde thoo |
| 1055 | Have loved best my lady free, |
| Thogh I had had al the beaute |
| That ever had Alcipyades, |
| And al the strengthe of Ercules, |
| And therto had the worthynesse |
| 1060 | Of Alysaunder, and al the rychesse |
| That ever was in Babyloyne, |
| In Cartage, or in Macedoyne, |
| Or in Rome, or in Nynyve; |
| And therto also hardy be |
| 1065 | As was Ector, so have I joye, |
| That Achilles slough at Troye -- |
| And therfore was he slayn alsoo |
| In a temple, for bothe twoo |
| Were slayne, he and Antylegyus |
| 1070 | (And so seyth Dares Frygius), |
| For love of Polixena -- |
| Or ben as wis as Mynerva, |
| I wolde ever, withoute drede, |
| Have loved hir, for I moste nede. |
| 1075 | `Nede?' Nay, trewly, I gabbe now; |
| Noght `nede,' and I wol tellen how: |
| For of good wille myn herte hyt wolde, |
| And eke to love hir I was holde |
| As for the fairest and the beste. |
| 1080 | She was as good, so have I reste, |
| As ever was Penelopee of Grece, |
| Or as the noble wif Lucrece, |
| That was the beste -- he telleth thus, |
| The Romayn, Tytus Lyvyus -- |
| 1085 | She was as good, and nothyng lyk |
| (Thogh hir stories be autentyk), |
| Algate she was as trewe as she. |
| "But wherfore that I telle thee |
| Whan I first my lady say? |
| 1090 | I was ryght yong, soth to say, |
| And ful gret nede I hadde to lerne; |
| Whan my herte wolde yerne |
| To love, hyt was a gret empryse. |
| But as my wyt koude best suffise, |
| 1095 | After my yonge childly wyt, |
| Withoute drede, I besette hyt |
| To love hir in my beste wyse, |
| To do hir worship and the servise |
| That I koude thoo, be my trouthe, |
| 1100 | Withoute feynynge outher slouthe, |
| For wonder feyn I wolde hir se. |
| So mochel hyt amended me |
| That whan I saugh hir first a-morwe |
| I was warished of al my sorwe |
| 1105 | Of al day after; til hyt were eve |
| Me thoghte nothyng myghte me greve, |
| Were my sorwes never so smerte. |
| And yet she syt so in myn herte |
| That, by my trouthe, y nolde noght |
| 1110 | For al thys world out of my thoght |
| Leve my lady; noo, trewely!" |
| "Now, by my trouthe, sir," quod I, |
| "Me thynketh ye have such a chaunce |
| As shryfte wythoute repentaunce." |
| 1115 | "Repentaunce? Nay, fy!" quod he, |
| "Shulde y now repente me |
| To love? Nay, certes, than were I wel |
| Wers than was Achitofel, |
| Or Anthenor, so have I joye, |
| 1120 | The traytor that betraysed Troye, |
| Or the false Genelloun, |
| He that purchased the tresoun |
| Of Rowland and of Olyver. |
| Nay, while I am alyve her, |
| 1125 | I nyl foryete hir never moo." |
| "Now, goode syre," quod I thoo, |
| "Ye han wel told me herebefore; |
| Hyt ys no nede to reherse it more, |
| How ye sawe hir first, and where. |
| 1130 | But wolde ye tel me the manere |
| To hire which was your firste speche -- |
| Therof I wolde yow beseche -- |
| And how she knewe first your thoght, |
| Whether ye loved hir or noght? |
| 1135 | And telleth me eke what ye have lore, |
| I herde yow telle herebefore." |
| "Yee!" seyde he, "thow nost what thow menest; |
| I have lost more than thou wenest." |
| "What los ys that?" quod I thoo; |
| 1140 | "Nyl she not love yow? Ys hyt soo? |
| Or have ye oght doon amys, |
| That she hath left yow? Ys hyt this? |
| For Goddes love, telle me al." |
| "Before God," quod he, "and I shal. |
| 1145 | I saye ryght as I have seyd, |
| On hir was al my love leyd, |
| And yet she nyste hyt nat, never a del |
| Noght longe tyme, leve hyt wel! |
| For be ryght siker, I durste noght |
| 1150 | For al this world telle hir my thoght, |
| Ne I wolde have wraththed hir, trewely. |
| For wostow why? She was lady |
| Of the body; she had the herte, |
| And who hath that may not asterte. |
| 1155 | But for to kepe me fro ydelnesse, |
| Trewly I dide my besynesse |
| To make songes, as I best koude, |
| And ofte tyme I song hem loude; |
| And made songes thus a gret del, |
| 1160 | Althogh I koude not make so wel |
| Songes, ne knewe the art al, |
| As koude Lamekes sone Tubal, |
| That found out first the art of songe; |
| For as hys brothres hamers ronge |
| 1165 | Upon hys anvelt up and doun, |
| Therof he took the firste soun -- |
| But Grekes seyn Pictagoras, |
| That he the firste fynder was |
| Of the art (Aurora telleth so); |
| 1170 | But therof no fors of hem two. |
| Algates songes thus I made |
| Of my felynge, myn herte to glade; |
| And, lo, this was [the] altherferste -- |
| I not wher hyt were the werste. |
| 1175 | `Lord, hyt maketh myn herte lyght |
| Whan I thenke on that swete wyght |
| That is so semely on to see; |
| And wisshe to God hit myghte so bee |
| That she wolde holde me for hir knyght, |
| 1180 | My lady, that is so fair and bryght!' |
| "Now have I told thee, soth to say, |
| My firste song. Upon a day |
| I bethoghte me what woo |
| And sorwe that I suffred thoo |
| 1185 | For hir, and yet she wyste hyt noght, |
| Ne telle hir durste I nat my thoght. |
| `Allas,' thoghte I, `y kan no red; |
| And but I telle hir, I [nam] but ded; |
| And yif I telle hyr, to seye ryght soth, |
| 1190 | I am adred she wol be wroth. |
| Allas, what shal I thanne do?' |
| "In this debat I was so wo |
| Me thoghte myn herte braste atweyne! |
| So at the laste, soth to sayne, |
| 1195 | I bethoghte me that Nature |
| Ne formed never in creature |
| So moche beaute, trewely, |
| And bounte, wythoute mercy. |
| In hope of that, my tale I tolde |
| 1200 | With sorwe, as that I never sholde, |
| For nedes, and mawgree my hed, |
| I most have told hir or be ded. |
| I not wel how that I began; |
| Ful evel rehersen hyt I kan; |
| 1205 | And eke, as helpe me God withal, |
| I trowe hyt was in the dismal, |
| That was the ten woundes of Egipte -- |
| For many a word I over-skipte |
| In my tale, for pure fere |
| 1210 | Lest my wordes mysset were. |
| With sorweful herte and woundes dede, |
| Softe and quakynge for pure drede |
| And shame, and styntynge in my tale |
| For ferde, and myn hewe al pale -- |
| 1215 | Ful ofte I wex bothe pale and red -- |
| Bowynge to hir, I heng the hed; |
| I durste nat ones loke hir on, |
| For wit, maner, and al was goon. |
| I seyde `Mercy!' and no more. |
| 1220 | Hyt nas no game; hyt sat me sore. |
| "So at the laste, soth to seyn, |
| Whan that myn hert was come ageyn, |
| To telle shortly al my speche, |
| With hool herte I gan hir beseche |
| 1225 | That she wolde be my lady swete; |
| And swor, and gan hir hertely hete |
| Ever to be stedfast and trewe, |
| And love hir alwey fresshly newe, |
| And never other lady have, |
| 1230 | And al hir worship for to save |
| As I best koude. I swor hir this: |
| `For youres is alle that ever ther ys |
| For evermore, myn herte swete! |
| And never to false yow, but I mete, |
| 1235 | I nyl, as wys God helpe me soo!' |
| "And whan I had my tale y-doo, |
| God wot, she acounted nat a stree |
| Of al my tale, so thoghte me. |
| To telle shortly ryght as hyt ys, |
| 1240 | Trewly hir answere hyt was this -- |
| I kan not now wel counterfete |
| Hir wordes, but this was the grete |
| Of hir answere: she sayde `Nay' |
| Al outerly. Allas, that day |
| 1245 | The sorowe I suffred and the woo |
| That trewly Cassandra, that soo |
| Bewayled the destruccioun |
| Of Troye and of Ilyoun, |
| Had never swich sorwe as I thoo. |
| 1250 | I durste no more say thertoo |
| For pure fere, but stal away; |
| And thus I lyved ful many a day, |
| That trewely I hadde no ned |
| Ferther than my beddes hed |
| 1255 | Never a day to seche sorwe; |
| I fond hyt redy every morwe, |
| For-why I loved hyr in no gere. |
| "So hit befel, another yere |
| I thoughte ones I wolde fonde |
| 1260 | To do hir knowe and understonde |
| My woo; and she wel understod |
| That I ne wilned thyng but god, |
| And worship, and to kepe hir name |
| Over alle thynges, and drede hir shame, |
| 1265 | And was so besy hyr to serve, |
| And pitee were I shulde sterve, |
| Syth that I wilned noon harm, ywis. |
| So whan my lady knew al this, |
| My lady yaf me al hooly |
| 1270 | The noble yifte of hir mercy, |
| Savynge hir worship by al weyes -- |
| Dredles, I mene noon other weyes. |
| And therwith she yaf me a ryng; |
| I trowe hyt was the firste thyng; |
| 1275 | But if myn herte was ywaxe |
| Glad, that is no nede to axe! |
| As helpe me God, I was as blyve |
| Reysed as fro deth to lyve -- |
| Of al happes the alderbeste, |
| 1280 | The gladdest, and the moste at reste. |
| For trewely that swete wyght, |
| Whan I had wrong and she the ryght, |
| She wolde alway so goodly |
| Foryeve me so debonairly. |
| 1285 | In al my yowthe, in al chaunce, |
| She took me in hir governaunce. |
| Therwyth she was alway so trewe |
| Our joye was ever ylyche newe; |
| Oure hertes wern so evene a payre |
| 1290 | That never nas that oon contrayre |
| To that other for no woo. |
| For sothe, ylyche they suffred thoo |
| Oo blysse and eke oo sorwe bothe; |
| Ylyche they were bothe glad and wrothe; |
| 1295 | Al was us oon, withoute were. |
| And thus we lyved ful many a yere |
| So wel I kan nat telle how." |
| "Sir," quod I, "where is she now?" |
| "Now?" quod he, and stynte anoon. |
| 1300 | Therwith he wax as ded as stoon |
| And seyde, "Allas, that I was bore! |
| That was the los that here-before |
| I tolde the that I hadde lorn. |
| Bethenke how I seyde here-beforn, |
| 1305 | `Thow wost ful lytel what thow menest; |
| I have lost more than thow wenest.' |
| God wot, allas! Ryght that was she!" |
| "Allas, sir, how? What may that be?" |
| "She ys ded!" "Nay!" "Yis, be my trouthe!" |
| 1310 | "Is that youre los? Be God, hyt ys routhe!" |
| And with that word ryght anoon |
| They gan to strake forth; al was doon, |
| For that tyme, the hert-huntyng. |
| With that me thoghte that this kyng |
| 1315 | Gan homwarde for to ryde |
| Unto a place, was there besyde, |
| Which was from us but a lyte -- |
| A long castel with walles white, |
| Be Seynt Johan, on a ryche hil, |
| 1320 | As me mette; but thus hyt fil. |
| Ryght thus me mette, as I yow telle, |
| That in the castell ther was a belle, |
| As hyt hadde smyten houres twelve. |
| Therwyth I awook myselve |
| 1325 | And fond me lyinge in my bed; |
| And the book that I hadde red, |
| Of Alcione and Seys the kyng, |
| And of the goddes of slepyng, |
| I fond hyt in myn hond ful even. |
| 1330 | Thoghte I, "Thys ys so queynt a sweven |
| That I wol, be processe of tyme, |
| Fonde to put this sweven in ryme |
| As I kan best, and that anoon." |
| This was my sweven; now hit ys doon. |